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| Well... |
| 07.20.04 (11:14 am) [edit] |
Well, I might leave this sad blog behind. I'm working on getting a really sweet blog in an anime layout version. Don't worry, the people that never read this, I'll leave a link. The thing about the new blog is well, you can't leave comments. B/c I'm lazy and not willing to install a script. they confuse me most of the time anyway :shock:. well, my friend started a blog
sabirlvsanime.tblog.com
i think that's it anyway....
well right now i'm babysitting, and this computer isn't acting very well with layouts...so i'm waiting to go home so i can use my winzip on it. i promise, swear, on my heart, that on the blog the NEW one, i'll post everyday. i have a couple of pretty sweet ideas. that are...somewhat original. anyway. i gotta wait until i get home. on that blog, i'll post ideas of stories i've written, and articles i've written, along with how my day's gone. not to mention some pretty sweet manga scripts. or links to them anyway. well, uh, this is probably gonna be long, because i have nothing else better to do. by the way, if you're even thinking of buyint the rasmus' album dead letters, DO IT it's sooo awesome. i'm listening to it right now actually!! its really good. i love in the shadows, but i also like guilty and time to burn. uhhh so umm. well, the new blog won't be called dudearama, it'll ether be called mimizu, or w/e the layout picture has. i'm probably gonna stop now, and read other peoples blogs. b/c im pretty board. i'm babysitting right now, and i never thought i'd say this...but thank god for barney. it'll keep em quite and calm for about 45 min i have about 2 hours left, i think, and hope i'll survive. they're nice kids, and smart too. but i'm really tired because latly i haven't been able sleep well. i keep waking up and having really bad asthma attacks. last night i came downstairs around 12:30 and got online. nobody was on, so i went back to sleep, listening to my fav radio staion Y101. their website is
www.y101rocks.com
its really cool. you can listen to the station on the net. anyway i gotta go. talk to you later. tell you when i get the new blog up and running peace!!
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| SUMMER!!! |
| 07.05.04 (7:12 am) [edit] |
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WOOHOO summer summer at last. soooo i'm out of school, free from gossip...well almost. i just got back, 2 days ago, from a great trip from england. it was AWESOME. i love it there. and trust me...i'll try really really hard to go back. actually i'm trying to see about foriegn exchange stundent stuff. anyway...god...i have to get on top of this blog. i keep saying to myself that i'll make a post everyday...but i never get to it. i'll have to keep trying really hard. anyway...i'll ttyl
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| 06.15.04 (9:52 am) [edit] |
Ok ok ok. Only....6 more days to go before i go to...ENGLAND. Woohoo!! NEEEEEEWAYYYYZ uh uh...Helter Skelter....going quite slow. (Pretty confusing) but still an awesome book. Hippe Cults.....:shivers:. Man...Manson had some BIG issues he really needed to work out. along with susan atkins. manson was smart....interesting....but freaky. anyway summer is here...and what do i do all day???? hang out. sit in the house...for HOURS. no lie. except when i decide to get off my lazy butt and go ride my bike. which is actually pretty fun...espically when i ride around the pool. ahhh...everyone stops to look at me. i have no clue why...but they do none the less. maybe i'm just that cool. doing better at guitar. lots better. i've gotten a better capo so it makes somewhat a real nosie when i play songs in capo. which i've been working on [i]Long Long Long[/i] by [i]The Beatles[/i] which is a totally awesome song. it's in 3rd capo. the song has some awesome drum parts, so next i'll try and play the drum part for that.
it's been a long, long, long time how could i ever have lost you? when i loved you
it took a long, long, long time now i'm so happy i found you how i loved you
so many tears i was searching so many tears i was wasting, Oh Oh
now i can see you, be you how could i ever misplace you how i want you
oh i love you you know that i need you oh i...love you
-The Beatles
Peace out gotta run!!
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| 06.13.04 (11:52 am) [edit] |
OUt of school...at last. What did i do the first day out? sleep....sleep sleep sleep. went to sleep at 6:00pm and woke up at 11:30am. woohoo it was awesome. lol.
well i'm reading a book...thats pretty freaky. [i]Helter Skelter[/i]. really really awesome book, yet extreamly freaky. it's about the manson muders back in the late 60's. awesome...yet very grumsum. pretty hard to read for a 13 year old, but i'll manage. update you l8r
peace
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| FREEDOM!!!!! |
| 06.02.04 (2:43 pm) [edit] |
FREEDOM AT LAST!!! I AM OFF RESTRICTION!!!! WOOHOO!!!
Yes, I am off restriction...(not telling y i got on it tho). And I will be going to England rather soon!! Yea!!! lol, Yes yes yes. And as usual, going down to the beach to help out @ the aquiarm. School, is not out yet....sadly, but will be the 10th!!! We get our year books tomorrow, which i will white out my picture! (Seriously...its bad) and if they spell my name wrong again....Its supposed to be Keezel not Keezer....they kept calling me Keezer the old Geezer....
Blah, i hate most of the people at my school...HATE. they're so so so, soap oprea stuff. And it pisses me off that some snobby flat chested girl can get a bf but I can't.....*tear tear* ( im not flat chested...trust me ) Right now there is this HUGE fight over some short gay dude. ( no not litterally gay )
Brooke, snobby, ugly girl, has gone out w/him for a while. Her friend Laura...has fallen in "love" with Kyle...
Kyle broke up w/Brooke today and asked Laura out.
So now they're in this huge stupid fight.
STUPID STUPID GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
-Outside- ~Staind~
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| Dudes |
| 04.09.04 (8:07 am) [edit] |
Ok, things are getting outta hand...Cheerleaders @ my school...are calling themselves punk. RIIIIGHHHT. sure...nething tey say. Well....lots to say. But mainly...i wanted to aplogize...to everyone in that movie theatre....that i disturbed. (don't ask y i just said that on here) Ok, here's how the story goes. My youth group...decieded to go c Mel's new slasler flic...The Passion. So...we went, and i got board. I mean...yea...im really sry god, but come on, seeing jesus get thrown around, beat up, killed, i mean, that's not my thing...to see some1 do that. ok? soo..i was being serious...but other ppl thought i was joking around. I mean all i said was ouch that outta leave a mark. i mean I WAS BEING SERIOUS! It outta. I mean, they beat the tar outta that guy! And when i said that was a robo jesus on the cross, i was being serious as well, and telling the truth. Now, i had no right....to b kicked out...did i? well, neway, im off to c The Passion Part II [Dawn of the Dead].
Am i joking again?? I mean...when jesus came bak....he arose all the dead...so...that movie would count as the resurection right?.... Sry...sry...im sry...i just cant help it...
I mean...ok.....here i go ramble time
ITS JUST MEL GIBSON'S IDEA! I MEAN, DUUUUDES READ THE FREAKING BIBLE!! DON'T MAKE SUCH A BIG DEAL OUTTA IT! THERE HAVE BEEN TONS OF JESUS MOVIES! BETTER THEN THIS ONE!
AND IF UR LIKE...OMG POOR JESUS! YEA, THEY DID WHIP HIM, PUT THE WHOLE CROWN OF THORNS ON HIM AND STUFF...BUT HOW COULD HE EVEN TRY TO CARRY THE CROSS IF THEY DID WHAT THEY DID TO HIM IN THE PASSION?
p.s....yea...one last thing...its cool to hate judus and all, but just remeber....if judus hadn't betrayed jesus, we wouldn't of gotten saved....
Blows ur mind doesn't it?
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| Grrr |
| 03.17.04 (3:05 pm) [edit] |
MAAAAN this week....dude...i have bruises ALLLL over my freaking arm! Stupid Saint Patricks day...
Yet...i still dream of my guitar...a gibson sg goth. god its soooo beautiful. Pure black, with neo red strings...with 3 pick ups....dude...i want it sooooo bad, but even used its 400 bucks. Im stuck on a yamaha acustic...which i've played for a year....*tear tear* i gotta get money, fast. newayz herez the pic. it doesnt have the red strings....b/c u gotta by them and put them on

peace
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| I PASSED!!!! |
| 03.12.04 (11:21 am) [edit] |
I just met this totally awsome person!! Yes, she's...bisexual, but who gives a care???!! She's totally into stuff that I'm in, like anime, classic rock, bike riding, and SCOTTLAND!! Neway, she's really awsome, and i feel really bad that ppl joke on her since she's openly BI. From now i'll tell them to go screw. But neway...
I PASSED ALL OF MY EXAMS!!! I am SOOOOO happy about that 2! SOOO SOOO SOO happy!
newayz, i really g2gz PEACE!
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| Hectic |
| 03.11.04 (3:14 pm) [edit] |
Dude...life has been CRAZ latly! my friendships fallin part...and everything...
My school...is so gaY!!!! Grr i can't stand it can't stand it!! NO BONDAGE STRAPS!! COME ON! THEY THINK WE'RE GONNA HIT PPL WITH THEM??? :rolls eyes: well, @ least the stupid fire walls on the coms let us go 2 neopets
Well well, uhhh, SLIPKNOT IS COMING 2 VA!! WOOHOO! AND I'M GOING MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
The Areosmith Concert is also gonna b on June 16th in Hampton Roads, VA....I really wanna go. @ least my dad'll like that idea...he'll probably come along.
Geez, my friend...dare i say her name...has been going out w/this dude who's ok lookin...but he..well, he's ok. And she's been going w/him for bout 2 months and has already givin him like 8 blow jobs...:rolls eyes: well hope she gets over that fact soon...she's only freaking 12!!!!
Newayz, im gonna try and make it a habbit to write everyday, or every other day...i'll try my best!
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| UHH |
| 03.06.04 (6:36 am) [edit] |
Well, im one of the more lucky kids in my school...well, not that lucky IN the school, but like outside of it. Because see, i have 2 houses. 1, the main one we live in isn't ours, its the churches, (my mom's a paster) and the other one, is our old house we lived in b4 we moved. Which we were really lucky we got, b/c now it would sell for about 200,000 bucks...thats what i've heard my parnets say neway. but yea, neway, im out here in the house we lived in bfore, which is out in the country. it's so awsome. And it was windy yesterday, not chilly windy, but like a real nice afternoon brezze, one that blew your hair around. so i was outside the whole time for like 4 hours, listening to the trees talking to each other. It sounded so much like the ocean dude...it was sweet. then i just spent a lil time outside in the rain...it was really cold.
:sighs: to much crap @ school to do...to much. I have like 5 projects due. and they're all group projects. i hate them b/c you usually get paired w/the kids who cant come over to your house, or you aren't allowed over @ theirs and you end up doing the project on the phone, and then you bring it in and it's nothing you imange and you fail it.... but newayz i g2g ttyl
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| GRRRR |
| 03.02.04 (12:41 pm) [edit] |
MY SCHOOL IS SOOOOOOOO FREAKING GAY!!! GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY!!! :x :x :x :x They have given us [i]Slient Lunch[/i] until further notice!
Slient lunch...is gay. it's the only freaking time...we're...supposed 2 talk!!! and its also gay b/c we talk neway!
:sighs: Newayz...some of my "FRIENDS" are being total assholes....they go and totally ditch the rest of us to go sit with some gay fagot prep. Last time i heard...preps were ugly stupid pathitic ppl, next to goth and punks!! GRRR god, pick your friends and stay w/em' unless they do something totally mean or something!!
Newayz...ttyl
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| Sunday Morning |
| 02.29.04 (7:56 am) [edit] |
Well, I'm happy at the fact...that i didnt have to go to church this moring...i got to sleep in and i didn't have to deal with all the old people saying my skirt was to short or my clothes were to bright. :sighs: it's always a drag.
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| bout me |
| 02.13.04 (2:13 pm) [edit] |
well, heres stuff bout me!!
LAYER ONE: --Name: Rebecca --Birthdate: October 14th --Birthplace: dont want to tell ya --Current Location: withheld --Eye: brown --Hair: brown --Height: 5'3 --Righty or Lefty: righty --Sign: libra
LAYER TWO --Your heritage: Scottish/English --The shoes you wore today: blue and white nikes --Your weakness: sports and spelling --Your fears: being alone and clowns --Your perfect pizza: stuff crust pepperoni right out of the oven --Goal you'd like to achieve: get my band into the upcoming battle of the bands!!!
LAYER THREE --Your most overused phrase on AIM or Yahoo: dude --Thoughts first waking up: o isnt viggo soooo hot ((i have a poaster of viggo mortensen in front of my bed so when i wake up i see him ^_^)) --Your best physical feature:probably...my boobs --Your bedtime: depends --Your most missed memory: dunno
LAYER FOUR --Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi of course --McDonald's or Burger King: Burger KING! --Single or group dates: single --Adidas or Nike: Nike --Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton --Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate --Cappuccino or coffee: both
LAYER FIVE --Smoke: never --Cuss: when I get mad, I don’t do it on purpose! --Sing: im not good @ it, but i still love to --Take a shower everyday: yea, duh --Have a crush(es): yep *tear tear* he doesnt like me baks! --Do you think you've been in love: no --Do you want to go to college: yep --Want to get married: If i find the right dude sure --Believe in yourself: umm, not really... --Get motion sickness: na --Think you're attractive: not really --Think you're a health freak: no --Get along with your parent(s): at times…. --Like thunderstorms: dude, i love those things!!! --Play an instrument: piano and guitar
LAYER SIX In the past month have you: --Drank alcohol: nope --Smoked: never --Done a drugs: nope --Had Sex: nope --Made out: no --Gone on a date: no wow, please make me feel bad! i feel super lonely now --Gone to the mall?: yes --Eaten an entire box of Oreo: nope --Eaten sushi?: no --Been on stage: yep --Gone skating: no --Made homemade cookies: no --Gone skinny dipping: no lol --Dyed your hair: nope --Stolen anything: stole this survy...hmm, and some white out from school (( and no, i dont sniff it ))
LAYER SEVEN: Ever... --Played a game that required removal of clothing: no --If so, was it mixed company: --Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope --Been called a tease: yeah --Gotten beaten up: no --Shoplifted: yea.....
LAYER EIGHT --Age you hope to be married: after im 21 --Numbers and Names of Children: 1 or 2 Viggo, Bono --Describe your dream wedding: havent really thought bout it. --How do you want to die: hmmm i dont look 2 the future much --Where you want to go to college: Willam and Mary College --What do you want to be when you grow up: a marine bioligist or work w/the fire department --What country would you most like to visit: Japen totally
LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl... --Best eye color?: ne color --Best hair color?: hmmm, NE! --Short or long hair: LONG HAIR! --Height: hmm, nething but him being like 5 inches shorter then me --Best weight: not fat....and not musclur, i dunno y, but musular dudes rnt that cute --Best articles of clothing: mm, baggy jeans.. --Best first date location: movies --Best first kiss location: in the rain! or @ school
LAYER TEN --Number of drugs taken illegally: none --Number of people I could trust with my life: hmm my parents --Number of CDs that I own: bout 56 right now --Number of piercings: none --Number of tattoos: none --Number of times my picture has appeared in the newspaper: 3 i tink... --Number of scars on my body: uhh, probably....5 --Number of things in my past that you regret: cant count them all.
ok, i took this survey from http://jess1ca.tblog.com/ so i just wanted to credit her!! newayz, check out her blog!! its really cool!
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| For those of u... |
| 02.09.04 (2:39 pm) [edit] |
for those of you...who think you have a shitty life cause u dont ave a bf, or u're failing, or u cant get the hang of guitar...u dont have bad life worth shit...i ave a very close friend, whos life, is littearly shit. he dad, left her, her and her family, moved to flordia, for 5 years. when she found out his # she called him, the first thing he said was, "how'd u get my number?"
now he's supposed to b a man of christ...spending all his time in a church, but, he still wont talk to his own daughter...
she lives, in the projects, w/2 younger brothers, a mom who works full time @ a fast food resturant, and some guy, who lives with them, that cant even work.
latly, she hasnt been coming to school, b/c of a chain of events. her lil bro, got burned in the shower she might get evicted the guy who lives with them, might of been doing sexual abuse to her burnt brother, and might go to jail she might have to move away from were we live she's hooked on weed she seriously thinks about killing herself and she has unstable friends... she has no faith in nething, not chritany, witchcraft, nothing she is, 13 years old
in other words...shes pretty much screwed.
i wanted to say this, b/c lately @ my school there have been stupid ppl crying cause they didnt get this guy, or they got a C on thier report card or they cant go online. they've been saying, my life's shit, and this really annoys me, when my best friend...is having all this stuff done to her, and she hardly speaks up about it...
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| wow, dude |
| 02.03.04 (2:39 pm) [edit] |
man, sooo sry, i havent blogged in ages again..mainly cause i was working on the layout and everything, and i didnt want ppl to see it until i was done. truth is, me not done, it would look cooler with a banner, and some other stuff, so ill keep working on that....
newayz...
type a lil longer a lil l8r...
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| 01.22.04 (2:15 pm) [edit] |
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wow i haven't blogged in while...well i got the Audioslave Cd, which is soooo awsome! u should get it! my life has been pretty boaring, so i guess thats the reason i haven't blogged in a while. i got an awsome guitar and have now learned how to play it. its really cool too. well..neway, when i tink of something else to say, ill say it...
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| DUDE |
| 01.12.04 (12:13 pm) [edit] |
dude i havent posted in a while!!! Sry...i've just been busy with a site.... its lotr cast rp...its pretty cool. just go here www.avidgamers.com/LotrWotr
u migth like it and they're always looking for new members! its brand new though
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| DAMN WRITERS BLOCK! |
| 12.28.03 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
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:x :x :x :x :x :x :x Well I have this HUGE writers block, and it’s totally pissing me off! Those of you who are writers, do you know that feeling when you just want to write…but you don’t know what to? Or maybe you do know what to write, but each time you try, it comes out really bad??? WELL THAT’S WHAT’S HAPPING TO ME AND ITS REALLY PISSING ME OFF!! REALLY BAD! :sighs: I just…grrrr. Everyone says I’m really good at writing poems ( which I’m not putting a lot out on the net…cause I don’t want them stolen) but I don’t want to write poems, I want to write a story, a good long regular chapter book story. But it’s sooo hard. My friend can just throw one together…I can hardly start. I always get these great idea, usually at night, or riding down the road in the car, and I start them off great! With detail, humor, adventure, everything! But then…I can never finish it. It really just…I dunno, gets me pissed. I have notebooks, tons, in my closet of all my attempts, some are fantasy, real life, and even a fake journal. I started this blog, cause my friend suggested that I post all of my story beginnings here. I haven’t even done that. :sigh: [i][b]Sometimes, I wonder if I should just start typing whenever I feel inspired, but don’t want to write a poem, and put all these ramblings together, as one[/b][/i], and see what my publisher thinks. I have a publisher…but nothing to publish. WHICH ALSO GETS ME PISSED! Well….that’s what’s really on my mind. Hmm, well….I’m still trying to think of something to write….If anyone can give me any ideas please put a comment! [b]AND PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF MY IDEA IN BOLD/ITALICS!!![/b] Thanks!
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| stupid |
| 12.27.03 (2:04 pm) [edit] |
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this is the second time i'm gonna try and post this...my computer turned off and i have to start over. Point is i cant believe that the world is so freaking mean. it was a really long post, and i lost it :cry: i feel really bad, i'll try and tell you later...
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| not bad |
| 12.26.03 (3:52 pm) [edit] |
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well i had a pretty good xmas!! i got a couple of dvds, including the lion king ( i wuv that movie) .hack/sign episoides 1-12, fruits basket, a really awsome anime, and Finding nemo. i got a hamtaro contact lens case, which xtreamly cute. A whole tin of hamtaro cards( which are really hard to find even on ebay) umm, o yea, an elvish braclet of mirkwood, and the 1 ring, muhahaha. Stearling sliver, and plated gold, ^_^. neways, i had a pretty good fun time w/my famile, which is pretty amazing. Ethier way, im getting an awsome gutair soon!!! And im starting a new site, since damn avidgamers deleted mine. Hopefully on this site, i'll b able to teach some elvish, since most people want to learn it. I'm still learing how to speak it right now, it takes a while, but tengwar, (writing) was easy and i got it in the first few days. Im really cheerful right now which is werid. Neways Peace!
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| Well |
| 12.21.03 (2:06 pm) [edit] |
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Christmas is soon to come. I dont really enjoy it, but it is a cool time. Though it's pretty strange that every1 waits the whole year for about 3 hours of opening presents. I think that's really werid. Newho, Return of the King was totally awsome. Me and my friend both cried. My friend cried cause it ended so happy. I cried cause Viggo (Aragorn) gets Awren....I WUV VIGGO!! Hehe, it was pretty good, we made all the adults in the theatre laugh, cause everytime Orlando Bloom came on the screen my friend would be like "ooo, he's so fine" and raise her hand to the screen and scream LOVE ME! And when Aragorn told Eoweyn he didnt like her, we cussed out Eoweyn saying stuff like "haha, u bitch he dont like u" it was funny. Neway, hope u have a great holiday. peace
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| Sry...haven't posted in a while |
| 12.18.03 (12:05 pm) [edit] |
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Well...i've been pretty busy....i'm just a little overwhealmed...cause i'm good friends w/this dude that i thought i'd never like...but now im starting to like him....scary thought...neway g2g peace
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| Sry |
| 12.11.03 (12:25 pm) [edit] |
Sry...i haven't written in a while. Im going through...just a point of blankness in time right now dont know y though....I got my walkman bak...which makes me feel better....i also wrote this poem....that i think sux, but my friends say its really good....(remember...I AM A GRL...) So here it is...
You love him with all ur heart, soul, with all you are. You take the moment, seize it with 1 hand, and ask him if he feels the same. Apparently he doesn't, doesnt even care. He walks away as he was, feeling no different, leaving u standing alone your heart sliently weaping. "Come Bak!" you want to shout, "I love you! Why dont you feel the same?" But all that comes out is a slient mummer of pain. sorrow, and brokeness. There's nothing you can do, nothing you can change...except watching him walking away. Nothing could ever hurt more, then he meaning more then life to you...and you meaning nothing to him.
that's it...it'd be cool if u left some comments bout it...thanks peace out
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| life is so a bitch |
| 12.09.03 (4:17 pm) [edit] |
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well....i haven't writtin in a while...but right now all that i have on my mind...is the stupid mofo princapal took away my walkman...which had my FAV CD IN THE WHOLE WORLD IN IT. One of my many u2 cd's...the new one...the best of 1990 and 2000 i think...it has Electrical storm on it... GRRR AND I GOT 3 DS AND A C AND A A ON MY REPORT FUCKING CARD. So my moms pissed....neway...i feel hurt and upset....ttyl
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| Bak to school i go.... |
| 12.02.03 (1:36 pm) [edit] |
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well...thanksgiving was ok...besides the fact...my CAT ate the pumpkin pie....@ least i didn't have McDonalds take out this year. Well...the "perfect couple" brooke up the other day. Every1 was jumpin up n down like YAY. cause the grl part of the relationship...was like craz preppy werid ugly stupid bout him...and now we dont have to deal with her going..."ME AND ADAM GO OUT!" god...that was horrible!! Every morining she'd get a pink gel pin and write "I love Jackyln" on his hand...every morining....I'm glad he brooke up with her...she treated him like shit neway. Well THE POTC IS OUT! Me and dad went and bought it just a little while ago and we're gonna watch it. But my true highlight of the week so far...is that...BONO WAS ON TV. YES MY 1 AND ONLY TRUE LOVE!!!! HE WAS ON OPREAH!!!!! YEA!!!! I was on the phone w/a friend when he came on and i was jumpin up and down screaming...my friend was like...wet ur pants y dont u. :roll: neway...i dont really know wat else to say. peace out
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